February 4, 2011

  • Nothing has changed

    I've been meaning to write here for quite some time, but life has gotten in the way.

    Now that I'm a junior in college, everything is beginning to feel real. I'll graduate from college soon. I'll have to choose what I'm really going to do. I'll have to get a job. And so on and so forth. To be frank, it's all a bit scary. My last few weeks have been filled with school, work, and MCAT prep stuff. For the first few years of college, I kinda just messed around. Went out with friends, screwed around in class, etc. I still got good grades (which is a miracle), but now it feels like I can't do those things. Or rather, it feels like it'd be foolish to keep messing around. I don't know, it's all really stressful. 

    It's coming down to the point when I'll have to choose my path-- 

    Doctor or Teacher.

    My mother is set on doctor, but I'm leaning more towards teacher.

    If I choose to the path of a physician, I'll probably move up to Reno, or Cali. I wouldn't be too far from family; it'd probably be a six hour drive either way.

    If I choose to become a teacher, I'll probably enter a program where I have to move out of the country. I wouldn't be able to see my family for a few years. But... I think I really want to be a teacher.

    Even though nothing has changed, everything will change soon enough.

    Hopefully, I'll make a decision soon so my path will be set and my footsteps sure.

    Hopefully.

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