September 17, 2011

  • Random Musings

    From the beginning, all I did was muse. When I first got a xanga, I mused on and on about a certain girl. How she made me feel, how she made me think, how she made act. These are the things I wrote about. I wrote about life in general, and I wrote about nothing in general. That's what everyone did back then. Middle school was such a weird time in my life. 

    As xanga's popularity died down and the people started leaving, the things I wrote become more personal. There was no one to see them. There was no one to read them. So it didn't matter what I wrote. I wrote about depression, about my family troubles, about my horrible life. That's what everyone did back then. That's what people do now. High school was a such a depressing time in my life.

    Xanga keeps dying, and one day, it'll probably die completely. But the musing has never stopped. I don't write about daily life too much anymore. Whenever I do, it's more of just a record for myself. Hey Jo, this is what you did at this time in your life. Most of the time it's just random thoughts, and random stories. I like writing them down, because it helps me. It helps me conceptualize everything. 

    And so the the random musings will continue with the interjection of real life every now and then. 

    So let me muse. About you, about love, and about life. At least, until I find nothing to muse on at all. 

    Hmmm... I need to study.