July 20, 2012

  • I'll wait

    But how long?

    Before you came, I was fine. Well, maybe not completely fine. But I was okay.

    I was completely okay. This will pass. Either something will happen, or it won't. It has always been as simple as that, right? 

    Before you came, I was fine, and after you leave, I'll be fine too. 

    If you leave. 

    Right now, I'm starting to give up. Are there too many things in the way? 

    "Can you wait through the summer?"

    Can I?

    Less than a week, and I'm falling apart. But I'll be okay.

    Right? 

    "Yeah, I think so. I'm praying about it... I do like her a lot lol"

    So I'll wait. For one summer. This summer, I'll wait for you. You are doing God's work. I understand that. 

    But I'm starting to lose hope in this. 

    Do you even like me?