August 4, 2012
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Let's try another time
I stared hard.
At nothing.
This morning, I decided to give up. That was a good month of trying.
I got to talk with her again, sooner than I expected, but it just wasn't there.
"What is love, if not from both sides? What is love, if not reciprocated?"
A tragedy.
I don't love her. I really like her, and maybe it could've become something more.
But it ends here.
One more step. I could feel the drop below my feet. If I took one more step, I would truly fall... and hit the ground very hard. Before that happened, I decided to walk away and give up.
I'm not going to do this to myself. Not now.
Lea, I'm giving up on you. I tried. I prayed. Oh, did I pray. But even though it's on my side, I don't think there's anything on yours.
I don't think you like me.
I don't need to hear it.
I don't need you to say it.
I just know. I know.
It was fun. This month has been a lot of fun.
I can't wait 'til the end of the summer. Sorry.
I don't think it would've mattered to you anyway.
Because I don't think... you like me.
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