January 31, 2013

  • Day one

    (Thanks @pk_hotaru for letting me use this!)

    Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

    Instead of saying ten things to ten different people, I'm going to change it up a bit.

    I'll still say ten things but only to one person. And that person will be you.

    Dear you,

    It scares me that we can never talk again.

    I just read in a book that Love and Fear are the only two things that truly motivate Us.

    We should have never met.

    It's like you're dead, because you can't talk to a dead person. But you're not.

    Physically, we're closer than we've ever been. SF isn't too far.

    Death motivates no one but the fear of it does. 

    Fear separates any communication between you and me. 

    We were 13 years old when it happened.

    I don't love you anymore.

    Then, tell me, why do I still have nights like this?

    Best wishes,

    Me.

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    I tell xanga things I'll never tell anyone in real life.